Today is my birthday. The biggest events of today were the jam session with my two friends. It went really well. we made a pretty doomy gloomy song. The practice place is nice, its even got a stage.
The second important event is my talk with my xgf. After talking to her I realized and told her that I'm going to wait for her. She told me not to because she doesn't want to see me get hurt again but I'm willing to risk it. I realized how much I really do love her and how much of a mistake it was to tell her that Im not going to wait. I also discontinued my online dating accounts. That was a big mistake as well. During the talk I said some things I shouldn't have said, but in the end we left on a good note. On the door to the sweet she lives in, there is a sign, part of is says get a boyfriend. I pointed it to xgf and I said "see, its a sign!" I hope that it works out and we get back together. I really do love her so much. I hate myself for hurting her.
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