idiot move

Friday, after class and doing my Friday routine: pick up pay check and scheduale and go to the bank. I head over to the second hand clothing store. I brought with me the white pants which I modified, I pretty much just outline the stitching in black. I found the girl that I met last Friday putting away shoes. I went up to her, she gave an enthustiastic hi, and I said hi and asked if she remembered me from last friday. She said she did and I told her I brought the white pants which I redesigned. I showed her the pants and she loved them. She thought that the were really cool. She asked if they were for a special occasion and I said no, I just like to redesign colthes. She told me that she used to do that as well, but slowly stopped after her homeschooling stopped. We continued to chat, school and such things like that. She went to help a customer so I went to look at the clothes. I found a pair of shorts that I had actually been wanting to get for some time. They are baggy cargo shorts, black. I brought them to the register, she asked me if I was going to redesign them I said, I'll probably just wear these. She handed me my change and I asked her if she was doing anything later. She said she was going to dinner with a friend. For some reason I just froze, my mind went blank and I said, "so I guess I'll see you later." As I was walking away she said, maybe I'll see you on campus and I said yeah, and left.

Wow, I can't believe I didn't ask her if there was a better time for her to do something. I decided to go back on wednesday, if not then on friday. I talked to my sister about it over the phone, she said it would be fine as long as I wait a couple days and go back. When I do go back I'll say something like, "Last friday my mind went blank and forgot to ask you if you wanted to do something at another time, since you were busy on friday." If the opprotunity calls for it I'll give her my cell number.

I hope it'll go well. I don't want her to think I'm some weirdo for just leaving like that. I felt like I left so abruptly. I hope she does want to do something with me.

white pants

On friday I went to the discount clothing store to buy a pair of white pants. I've never really owned a pair of white paints. I remember owning like pajama white pants but nothing I would wear outside. I found the pants and asked the girl at the counter if I could use the changing room, whom I've seen before there. After trying them on (they fit) I went to the counter to pay and she said,
"So they worked out for you?"
"Yeah. I never owned a pair of white pants before," I replied.
" I used to have a pair of white pants but It didn't quite work out."
"Did they get dirty?"
"Yeah. Im a art major so I got messy. But you look like you could handle them."
" Well Im a art minor."
"Oh yeah? At castleton?"
"Yeah."
"I think I've seen you on campus."
I nodd in saying, oh really.
I then asked her if she has taken Tom Mcglynns class and she said she wasn't sure if she should since he took over her fathers spot teaching there.
A customer comes to the counter and she attends to her. I step aside and when the girl and the counter is not distracted anymore, she turns back to me and I say, "Maybe I'll see you on campus."
"Yeah." she says smiling and nodding.

Today I started to alter the pants. Im tracing the sowing lines with black fabric marker. Maybe cutting one of the knees. Im thinking of going back on friday and show her what I've done with the pants. If I do I hope she doesn't think Im some weirdo. I wonder if she thought of anything about our little conversation. I hope she would like to talk to me, see me again.

BLOOD!

I gave blood today to the vampire red cross. Yes it is true, vampires run the red cross. Who else would? They need blood to live and the only way to do it with out making it look like a murder scene is to have people donate their blood. This way they don't have to get their hands dirty. I'm sure the vampires still go out and hunt for the thrill, but its not as safe as a blood drive. To say thank you the red cross gave me a coupon for a free personal pan pizza at pizza hut. And I didn't even have to read 4 books! Yey book it. If anyone remembers.

After blood donating I saw ariane, from sewards and I hung out with her and her friend holly. She was so amazed that I hung out with her that she took my picture! wow. The three of us played pool then went to hollies dorm room and played dominoes, trains to be exact. It was fun.

I had to house sit for my aunt yesterday and again today. I got paid a wealthy some for it too, $100. personal pan pizza, $100, whats next a free car?

its been so long

I know its been a long time since I've written. I have been ever so busy. Last friday I had to work and found out that day. My boss posted the new schedual the previous night so I knew nothing about it. I am going to be the video editor for the Spartan website. Quite exciting. I have a two shoots for the totaltarian movie new week, one on monday for the news reporter and another on wednesday for the co-op and hopefully other scenes. This are going pretty good. Yesterday I deposted 1000 $1 bills into my bank account. That was interesting.

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My grandma and my mom decided to drive down to north carolina instead of flying (persuaded by my dad). This week I have my spring break, mostly just working. Monday I worked till closing, giving steve a day off, which he hasn't had in like a month. Wednesday I'm going to take some pictures of Ryan skying for his mom, since her bday is coming up this weekend.

I've been having some bad luck with the online dating scene. I've sent out three messages to three people over the course of about four weeks and no replies. You think they would have at least said no thanks, not interested, espically the one who looked at my profile after I sent the message. I hope they're not judging me just based on my profile cause that would not be very fair. You do have to actually talk and meet the person in order to judge them. One person did send me a message but she's from NH. kinda far and all she said was, hi. There's one more person I'm going to send a message to, hopefully they'll respond. If not I'll send another message. Maybe.

And the only thing that was left was the casket that he came home in.