it was weird

I didn't get to do my monologue, I was to nervous! Before class like three students told me how I did such a good job and that made my feel kind of uncomfortable, since they were praising me and almost everyone else barely had their's memorized. When acting class got over I got my stuff and when I went over to katie (we usually walk out together and talk) she walked away with one of the girls from class and the girl turned around saw me, turned back and almost seemed like they started to walk faster. Then they out out the back door. I usually go out the front door. Katie didn't say by or nothing, it was weird. For the rest of the day that kept my brain busy. Now Im hoping I'll be albe to talk to Katie tonight. If not I want to send her a facebook message to see if she wants to practice our monologue's together, tomorrow night.

You never know...

Kaite and I went to ramuntos for lunch then walked around Rutland. It was fun. I was talking to her a few minutes ago and she told me that Im a really good friend so I told her how I felt about her and she told me that she just wanted to be friends. She asked me if I was cool with that and I was like, of course. Thats cool with me. She's a really good friend to have anyways. Always fun to be with. I would still would want to date her. She's that cool! You never know...

Yeah and then stuff happened.

Yesterday was a very busy day. As soon as I got out of acting at 12 I had to go to the college of Saint Joesph for a video shoot for PEG. That consisted of standing for an hour. We went back to PEG after it was done and I edited the video, having to raise the brightness and contrast every time there was a shot of the speaker because it was so dark. The only light there was from a laptop! After work I went to another video shoot, this was with Eric. We had to videotape the One man performance on campus. It was pretty good. Hopefully the finally product will be just as good.

In acting class we practiced doing our monologues and I was kind of surprised that I was pretty much the only one who had it completely memorized. I was so nervous it was crazy. I almost started shaking! I think the reason for my nervousness is because I had it memorized and I didn't want to mess up and I could connect the monologue with my sister since the monologue is about someone's sister losing her babies while she was pregnant and my sister is pregnant. But it went well. The teacher was impressed so I'm happy. I guess I didn't pronunciate my words clearly. I think that was because my mouth was dry.

At the one man reading show I was hoping Katie would come because I mentioned to her that she should come to it and that I was videotaping it. At first she wasn't showing up but then after the show was done and I was walking to the back I saw her sitting.

After the show Eric, Katie, Nate and I chatted about stuff. It was fun.

I spent the night at Eric's, intoxicated, accidentally.

saturday

Katie Imed me and said she went to see a speaker about rape and she does she doesn't think I would do that but she would feel uncomfortable about goign to a isolated place like the woods with me since we meet last week. Which I compeletly understand. I felt bad since I didn't think that through. But she knows I understand and we are still getting together. We are going to get some pizza. yey. At first when I was reading her message I thought she was going to say she didn't want to see me at all. Im glad thats not what it said.

You know what's funny? When I was leaving from work I passed a pizza place and I thought, if Katie and I don't go hiking we should go out for pizza. And we are, which is funny because I asked her if she would like to go out for lunch and to choose the place so she asked me if I knew of any pizza places.

My classmate Nate and I finished our doc project just in time for class. It came out pretty good. We just have to tie some lose ends and make a dvd for dave blow. Which brings me to what emily did today. She wanted me to meet someone, who ended up being nate. lol. We didn't meet in person just online. It would have been hilarious if we did.

its a long entry, but not as long as Matt's! jk

Acting class was pretty fun today. We went outside and first we played the statue game, but this time we had to move as a group from the side door of the FAC to Leavenworth (probably spelt wrong) Hall. Then from there to the Coffee Cottage we had to have both hands on two different people and move as a group. From there to the campus center we had to run in slow motion. People who were walking by were staring at us probably thinking, what the? When we got to the campus center we went into Fire Side and had to agrue with each other. One of the employees got made at our teacher since we were creating such a ruckus. On our way back from there we had to meet and greet as many people we could. It was a lot of fun. She postponed the final date for the monolgues to monday which is good, but I was ready to finish mine! I think I was the only one too.

After class I showed Katie my new car, she liked it, then we went to her dorm room. It's the same sweet as Beckys! Isn't that weird. So she showed me some of her art work, it was pretty good too. She showed me this little video she made, it was funny and cute. I showed her failblog.com. She thought it was pretty funny. While we were waiting for one of the videos to load she showed me her acustic guitar. She wanted me to play something, but I was so nervous I didn't know what to do! I messed up on like two songs. Then when she played she was pretty good. She played a song that she made, its was pretty good.

At around 1:25ish we went to lunch and I had to pay but we were at the wrong cash register but the lunch lady let me go in without paying. Free lunch! I felt like I hadn't been in there for a really long time. We finished lunch (they didn't have the big salad bowels!) I walked Katie to her class and I went to class.

After that you know the rest....(well you actually don't)

So after work I got home and my told me Chittenden denied my loan. Weird. Dad said don't worry about. If it doesn't work for some reason my dad will pay it off and I'll pay him back.

very good

I had my sexual confusion piece critiqued today and it went very well. In class we are supposed to write about a piece, no one wrote about mine, but the discussion of it was very good. People got what I was trying to put across and how I was feeling exactly. I was quite pleased to hear that.

Right now I'm talking to katie and we are planning a hiking trip on saturday. :) Should be fun since she's never been hiking before. We are going to the zen garden in hubberton, it's got some trails. Ryan and I went there one time.

I need to practice my monologue. I have a history of mass media quiz tomorrow! good thing I didn't study. yuk yuk.

Sunday

Sunday went pretty well. The play was good and I had a fun time with Kaite. We didn't hang out afterwords, she had homework to do. We got to talk some before the play started, during intermission and afterwords. We found out that we have a lot in common. Its crazy. We even have the same bump on our finger because oh how we write! We both like runnning, photography, doing artsy stuff (she wants to see some stuff I did) and she's never gone hiking so Im going to ask her if she's wants to go hiking on saturday. She's a pretty cool person.

Today I got my new car! yey. It's nice. It's quite modern. It has a cd player! It has heat!

monologe

I found out today I have to do a monologe for acting. Im glad its not a shakespeare monologe. The monologe is someone's personal story. It's kinda long. I need to stop complaining. I'll do my best and give it my best shot. The monologe is about someone's sister who was pregnant and she lost the babies due to a car accident.

I finally got to start downloading from my 20 saved albums on emusic. Im listening to skinned teeth now. It's pretty cool. Really short songs.

Im excited for Sunday. Going to the play with Kaite. I want o ask her if she wants to hang out afterwords. Hopefully she will.

Listening to Vampire Weekend now.

Monday, I get my new car! 2003 Honda Civic LX!

another fun day

I had another fun day at acting class. I got to perform the scene I was in with Katie, that's her name. She told me but then after class I forgot what it was! But I was talking to corey (a student in the class) and he said her name is katie. Thank god he told me. Im so bad with names. But anywho, The scene came out pretty good. The teacher just told us to slow it down some and to establish the location of the scene more. We played the statue game again and it came out really good, better. After class I walked and talked with Katie. She tried to help me find my sunglasses by opening the bathroom doors. That was interesting. I found them in the library. I told her I got my ticket for the show on sunday, she seemed happy.

When I saw her again later on, while I was talking with corey, she waved and smiled at me in a way that told me she does like me. Cool cool. The only thing Im worried about, since I have to worry about something! Is that she's from Ticonderoga NY and that's about a hour away, but Im not to worried about it. I'm sure it'll be fine.

It's offical that Im going to do an art project base on my sexuality confusion. It should be interesting. Hopefully not embarrasing, but interesting.

acting class

At acting class I got paired up with this girl to do a scene and we got along pretty well. We were also paired up to give each other a back message. When class got over I went to my bag to get my stuffac together and she said see ya later to me. She left the room but I was able to catch up with her just outside of the fine art center and I told her I was stalking her (all the ladies love it when you say that).

So we were walking and talking, I was on my way to lunch and she was prob going to lunch to, but I wasn't going to Huden. The converstaion resulted in me planning to go to a theater show with her on sunday. We are required to go to the show for the class, so I asked her if she was going and she told me when so I asked her if she wanted to go with me and she said yes. Apparently I look younger than what I actually am. Never heard that before :) I'll have to ask her how old she thought I was.

The interesting thing is, you know how I was all nervous about asking whitney? well with this other girl it seemed like nothing all to ask her to the show. I think it's my subconscience telling me what is good and what is bad. I think thats the reason why i was so forgetfull with emily. My brain was telling me she wasn't the right one. Hopefully someting good will come out of this.

Nissian to Honda

So when I called Honda and told them I'm going to pass on the Nissian I felt like I was breaking up with my girlfriend (not that I have one). He said to me, was it something that I did? Nissians are good cars too. I told him I did some research and saw Nissians are not that reliable and I want to be looking at a Honda Civic. He said, well the first car we looked at was a Honda Civic but you passed on. Im like, Im thinking yeah because I didn't know what to look for! I was still learning, and Im still learning now. So Im going back on Thursday. I can't wait for this to be over.

nissian sentra

I went to honda today and I thought I found a good car but it ended being a crap car. I founda nissian sentra. After some research they are not very reliable. I found out that a honda civic is like one of the most reliable cars. I had to put $500down so no one else would be able to touch the car but know i have to get the money back. So I think I will stick with getting a honda civic. Those seem to be pretty good.

Don't Complain; don't explain.

Don't Complain; don't explain. The stage is set for a drama queen (or king) to oppose any proposition. Negotiating skills are not at their best and you might be sweet talked into an unproductive change.

That is today's horoscope. weird! This is the way I see it.

Don't Complain; don't explain.: This is telling me that Im over analyzing things too much which is what I said yesterday.

The stage is set for a drama queen (or king) to oppose any proposition.: This is telling me that whitney will most likley tell me no if I asked her out.

Negotiating skills are not at their best and you might be sweet talked into an unproductive change.: This is just about the same, where I try to get her to be with me but it just won't work.

Well I just got done talking to both jen and emily at the same time! That was interesting. Emily was definitly way more mature than jen. It looks like emily still wants to be friends. Which is cool with me. She didn't say she did but thats what I got from the conversation. Jen was just being awkward.

Im going to Honda tomorrow to talk about financing. Wish me luck!

like Im destined

I seems like Im destined not to ask her. Everytime I get an oprotunity I don't realize it until its too late or i don't know what to do. Today was something like that plus I wasn't feeling very good vibes from her. Not bad vibes just no energy being projected from her to me. I got better vibes from the gay guy next to me. Oprotunity? haha. IDK. Life is confusing. I think I over analyse things too much too. Its early in the semester I think im rushing this too.

I went to cafe terra and when I first got there the girl that works there, who is about my age didn't seem like she was in a good mood. But we got to talking and joking around and by the time I left she was smiling and laughing. Maybe I spread some happiness to her.

One Hundredth Post! again

This is the One Hundredth Post! Honestly. Blogger is weird. on my dashboard it said 100 posts but on the blog it's self it said 99. I added up the posts and it came out to 99. So this is the One Hundredth Post! I would just like to thank everyone...uh matt, and myself for making it to the One Hundredth Post! It could not have done it with out you guys (matt)! It's just so fantasitic to be typing the One Hundredth Post! So here it is, the rest of the One Hundredth Post!

Not much today. Finished my collage. Just finished shooting the pizza process video. Edit it tomorrow. I have to feed the Blanchards dog tomorrow.

This school year has been going strangly. It doesn't really feel like school. Maybe because I like my job and 3 out of 2 classes.

So matt from honda called today. He just wanted to let me know about the status of the two cars we looked at and some more cars came in. He told me I could finance the car through Honda. I told him I would like to look at what the bank has to offer with loans before I say yes. It's exciting. Im a getting a new/used car.

One Hundredth Post!

This is the One Hundredth Post! I would just like to thank everyone...uh matt, and myself for making it to the One Hundredth Post! It could not have done it with out you guys (matt)! It's just so fantasitic to be typing the One Hundredth Post! So here it is, the rest of the One Hundredth Post!

Today's horoscope is alot like yesterdays. It's not as exact but its pretty damn close.
There's no need to be a moody loner. Those you care about are uncomfortable doing some things all on their own. Be a good sport and join that special someone on a trip to the store or the movies.

All these signs are coming to me that I just have to ask her. Especially if I think she might say no. I don't know what she'll say. All I can do is try and Im going to on Tuesday. I know I've said that before but gosh darn it, Im doing it.

Horoscope

Well I was going to ask Whitney today at camilles if she wanted to do something but she was not there. So I HAVE TO ASK HER ON TUESDAY! No backing out this time! Especially since this is what my horoscope said today, "Ask for advice or get the green light from a significant other before you start something signifcance. Find an excuse for communication. A special someone is ready, willing and able to make amends"

Ain't that something? Eric is the one who gave me the green light and advice and whitney is the something of signifcance. So if its right then I have a pretty good chance of whitney saying yes and this horoscope is telling me go and ask already!

So on tuesday Im going to ask her after class! I know I've said this before but this time I mean it! Im thinking of asking her if she would like to go out for ice cream, maybe bowling, thats what eric suggested. I think I'll go with bowling since thats what I thought of. Not that bowling is a bad suggestion is just that I want to stick to my guns.

nothing happened

splatombie: hi
Ewk30: hey
splatombie: whats going on
Ewk30: nm
Ewk30: you?
splatombie: not much just got home from class
Ewk30: nice
Ewk30: how did it go?
splatombie: nothing happened, i didn't ask her
Ewk30: why not?
splatombie: i kept on thinking that she woudln't want to do anything with me and that I've already asked her if she wanted to do something before and when i did she was dating someone
Ewk30: dude
Ewk30: you got to stop second guessing yourself
Ewk30: and as I recall
Ewk30: before
Ewk30: she didnt say no
Ewk30: she said she would still want to hang out
splatombie: true
Ewk30: my god mike your begining to sound like me
Ewk30: which is scary

I was thinking of going to cameilles and asking her on thursday. Maybe I'll actually do it this time.

Hopefully it will all work out.

I was just trying to add different gadgets to my blog but none of them worked. I think it's the browser.

I was busy today. Worked on my stopmotion video, building a house set and a costume. Worked on the advant garde shirt. I think Im going to cut out the words advant garde and sew it onto another shirt. Make it even more bizarre. Worked on the songs for my noise rock music. I went on emusic to look for noise rock but I got distracted and completely forgot. Edited a chapter of Dark Age.

Last night I watched a movie called 4 months, 3 weeks, 2 days. It was a romanian movie. It took place in romania right before the fall of communism. It was simply about a female college student who was having an illegal abortion. It was mostely handheld (not shaky cam!) and had a lot of long shots. It was very good. I always get excited with a movie when it looks good handheld or with long shots that either move or don't move. I guess thats the geeky side of me.

I almost cracked my knuckles but I stopped myself!

So tomorrow is the day I ask her. Hopefully she'll be there! That would suck if she wasn't. But Im sure she will be, she seems like a good student. I want to try and get there early enough so I can get a different seat. One that is not directly in front of emily and on that is closer to whitney.

Hopefully it will all work out.